This morning after chapel, I joined our Trinity community for coffee and doughnuts and “community time.” I love when I can sneak out of the library for a little while and participate in these times on Mondays, Tuesdays, and Thursdays. This week is especially sweet as the interns who are serving two full years away from campus are visiting for a week of intensive classwork. I grabbed the biggest mug I have and headed downstairs. I looked over the doughnut options and chose what I thought was just a glazed cake (or maybe sour cream) doughnut and set to chatting. When I got around to biting into the treat, I found that it was actually a cherry cake doughnut. That was TOTALLY not what I was expecting. I thought about throwing it away, looked to give it away, maybe break it in half to put half back? Then I noticed that it wasn’t half bad. I mean, it wasn’t something I’d have ever chosen, and it completely shocked me that I didn’t hate it. I took another bite and it began to grow on me. It took a few more bites for me to completely kick the shock of cherry with each mouthful.
On Monday the Columbus Dispatch ran an article about us. If you’d like to read it, fine, but the upshot is that Trinity is merging with Capital and we had to in order to survive. It goes on about how theological education enrollment is down because church attendance is down, and really seminaries just can’t survive on their own anywhere.
This is not the article we thought they were going to write. It’s not that there’s anything factually incorrect included. It’s just that, well, our lived experience of this merger is so much more. SO much more. Often painful, sometimes funny, occasionally tragic, but rarely hopeless, this merger is SO much more than a financial necessity. So, I just wanted to share some of that.
When Trinity’s “reunion” with Capital University was announced in October of 2016, it was a bit like biting into that cherry doughnut. It was NOT what I’d expected when I took the job just a few months before. Then there was the a much longer than expected adjustment period. There were some painful moments during that time, and for some of our community, that’s where the story ends. Whether they decided to throw out the doughnut, or someone just came and took it away, they are not employed by Capital University at this point and that is tragic.
But for those of us still here, this moment is hopeful. There are still many hiccups in this process. Yesterday, for example, I learned that all the computers in the library will be obsolete when the new network gets turned on next month. Didn’t know we were supposed to be working on getting new computers, but now I do, and we’re working on it. We’ll get the problem solved. Some student workers are still figuring out how to get paid because they work jobs that literally didn’t exist for Capital before they acquired a seminary. That too is getting solved. Today we’re trying to figure out the best way to order paper because the seminary no longer just orders a big bunch and we all take what we need. Instead it has to be ordered under the correct budget center. We’ll figure it out.
The big news, the big BIG news, though, has nothing to do with computers, or paychecks, or paper. The BIG news is that we are still here forming leaders for Christ’s church at work in the world. We have a new dean, Trinity’s first dean. She’s the first dean, but she comes as the next leader in a long procession of leaders who have worked to guide this institution. And she’s the first woman to do that here. That’s BIG! Want to know more about Dean Kleinhans and her thoughts on theological education? Watch her address after the installation last Tuesday night.
The installation was really lovely. It was more moving than I’d expected, and wonderful to have the family all together. We missed those lost members of the community who did not come back to celebrate this moment, though we understood their absence. But for today’s Trinity, we got one great shot of us together. This is Trinity at THIS moment, for good of for ill, HERE WE ARE!
Students who come to Trinity next year will have a certainty to their experience that the last several classes did not experience. With the constant effort of the faculty and staff working at it, we will level out the highs and lows, the unknowns, and the turbulence of transition. There will be more hiccups because that’s how it goes with institutions made up of humans. There will be more hurts, and more stumbles, and we will, none of us, do our job perfectly each step of the way. But we are hopeful! We know we can do this new thing God is pushing us to do, and we are actively and constantly looking for ways we’re being called to do it! We will form more leaders for Christ’s church at work in the world!
I keep saying that I’m on this train and it’s leaving the station. Really, I’m just settling in to eat a cherry doughnut. It’s the doughnut I picked up and it’s tasty, and let’s do this. I am all in with Trinity Lutheran Seminary at Capital University. I don’t see any value for our students in a librarian who holds back. I will keep doing my very best to provide the resources they need from the library to be formed into leaders for Christ’s church. I will use all the tools at my disposal as a branch of the Capital University library system. I know that the staff who make up Trinity today will keep doing the same.
Then maybe next week I’ll blog about something else for a change. 😉